Loonnnggggeeeeessssssttttttt time guys! Welcome aboard!
Okay this one👇 is for those people who are so fond of getting angry at the realization that someone they are probably (seemingly) close to does not trust them.
"I see what's going on here. You don't trust me." And then boom! Local man is vexing👺. Hia! Aunty please don't take it personally o. How I wan take trust you when I never even trust myself finish. Abeg o!
IF ONLY... 🤷♀️
When you take offence
That I don't trust you...
I mean as much as I love me,
(And I love me very very much)
I do NOT trust ME...
I get really annoyed with someone
All I wanna do is slap them
But I don't trust me
To actually free my limbs to do that...
Chick pisses me off
I really wanna let go
Tongue-lash her
Give it to her so right
She wouldn't wanna dare me next time
But why am I suddenly tongue-tied?
I see something going wrong
I wanna speak out
This is so unfair!
It is injustice!!
I mean I know I have freedom of speech
But I don't trust me
To guarantee me freedom after speech...
I can't take this anymore
I'm deleting his number!
Three days later,
I go straight to my Recycle bin
Did I just click on 'Restore'?
I trust myself to say "No!"
Until someone asks
And YES-es start dancing
So passionately in their eyes
That I can't stop their fun...
Next time I'd say "NO!!"
And I won't look in their eyes
If only they didn't have such sugar-coated tongues
If only they didn't ask so nicely
If only I could go deaf...
Me to myself and I 2017:
"2017 is not allowed to end
Without my getting you acquainted
With your crush... "
Me to myself and I Jan 2018
"2017 didn't work,
First thing 2018.
Give me March tops..."
Me to myself and I July 2018
"I'm still working on it!"
No impulsive buying today,
Come tomorrow
I'm sticking to my list!
I've bought five items now
And all but none are in my list...
I must attend second service tomorrow
Me tomorrow:
"Aw shit, this weather is cold!
I really have nothing to wear to church!!
This sun is too hot,
I'm not planning to roast!!!"
We'd just make out and nothing more...
If only he didn't have such soft calluses...
If only I could stay mine...
If only he didn't smell so nice...
If only I wasn't such a sucker for such..
If only he didn't sleep over...
If only...
